happy queens day:D , its the birthday of the queen here in Netherlands and its really amazing lots of people dancing and enjoying the festivities, they had "loppies" and marknad, they were drinking and eating , the hole town was full of people. it was so full of people that i had to take a large detour just to get to and back from the station
I wonder, why does Sweden not honor their royal family in that way too ? maybe it could be that they dont care , :P anyway today i am just chilling at home not really going anything , but tomorrow i am going to dinner with mike and his father who is flying from America. and after that then we a probably going to go out.
(P.S miss my baby so much <3<3<3 ) , P.P.S läs inte myk i låten , its just a cute song i really like)
Song of the day - Stacie Orrico - Stuck
Had a student visit to the Port of Rotterdam today , it was really mazing , the hole port stretches over 80 km wide. and its operates almost like a country , when you enter it you need to should your passport , and have a valid reason for being there. and the operations center looking and operates like an airport control center, guiding incoming and outgoing ships and a state of the art radar and equipment. its really really cool :D , they actually create land in order to make the port big ,the import tons and tons of sand and damp it into the water until it is to high it becomes like an island , the same companies who worked in Abu Dhabi and created those amazing islands and the ones build the Rotterdam port and it really looks amazing !
i am still trying to learn how to put up pictures on this blog so you have to be calm ,they are coming ;) and barca lost yesterday haha. i am so happy that they did , they are so high and mighty iyambo must be going out of his mind by now ;)
today we start with our holiday , its too bad that i dont have the money to travel anywhere , so i am stuck here doing nothing .. well i will have to make the best of my time studying
Many people have asked me why this is the name of my blog title and i have explained that this is how i think live my live , although they dont seem to really understand it. i think that I Live Deliberately because in living that way, you have more to learn , my life is open to new ideas and new ways of thinking, looking back at my life so far, i think that i am a Deliberate person ,
for-example , I Deliberately wait until last minute to book my flight and see if i will learn anything, I Deliberately come to the Netherlands and see if I learn anything, and i must say i have learned allot !! life has allot to teach and its by making mistakes that a person truly learns,
but many people choose to ignore what they know to be true and live in ignorance , i ,personally can understand why people say "ignorance is bleace" but in terms of things that are more important like "global warming can you really live in ignorance? these people who say that global warming is a lie and choose to ignore it, most of them have children. Do they really not care and just thinking "by the time it happens i am dead and have lived a great life so why should i care" what about their children? and the children´s children ? dont what care about them ?
and what if life ends in 2012 like what the mayans predicted ? .. i have been watching allot of videos about the mayans and i am really starting to believe that it mayt really end in 2012 , and it is start to scare the shit out of me !! :P
if the end of the world was really in 2012 and you knew about it right now ... what would you do ? who would you tell , would you fight to survive or just get a front row sit ? and say "well shit happens"
Btw ( i hope you feel better soon Erika <3<3<3 , i love you very much)
Song of the day - Ron Pope - A drop in the ocean
hi guys , check what i found :P , i have traveled allot and i always get this question " is it true about the girls in Sweden", i always reply yes , and sure Sweden does have allot of natural beauties (none who are more beautiful than my wonderful girlfriend) but i stumble across this video today and i just could not stop laughing, i hope you all had a great weekend and this song should be a nice finishing touch a to wonderful weekend , this video is so funny !
Marc sent out en email today and wrote this quote " chin up, when the water's up to your neck! " , and i really like it , got me thinking .. those are some pretty nice words wonder who come up with them , and i also starting thinking, why do all famous quotes and "saying" come from either movies or famous people ?! , forexsample ,
Rocky : The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody.
Winston Churchill: Never was so much owed by so many to so few
Benjamin Franklin: A penny saved is a penny earned
I would like to see a nice quote that is famous but its write or it was said by just a normal guy like...
Tangi Davidsson: "tie a string around your keys or you will lose them"
Is my quote perfect ? NO! , but i dont hear you coming up with one ... ! :P
Song of the day - Timbaland feat. JoJo - Loosing Control
the second block of my exchange that just started is going to be almost just finance .. and accounting .. i am so NOT looking forward to the exams .. trust me its not going to be any fun , not much so say today .. i have to go over to mike and make some food and watch southpark , although i have notice all day today that i am missing someone .. she just vanished without saying where she is going .. or anything .. which is totally not cool cause now she has me worried and i probably wont be able to sleep tonight , here is a question why are girls always sending mixed signals .. it like we a from to deferent planets , we think you are speaking the some language but you really are not .. , has a girl every told you "we need to talk" .. that does not mean "when need to talk" .. it actually mean "you need to sit down ,shout up and listen " or when they are .. "oh no, i am sure it was my fault " and you are think oh thats nice of her to admit guilt .. it does not really mean its she thinks its her fault she a actually saying "its your fault" , i mean whats with all the codes .. just say what you mean !
Sorry for the bad updates things have been every crazy lately and my computer was broken .. or so i thought , until i found out that is it was the crappy and expensive adapter to bought from teknikmagasinet , i am absolutely not going to buy any more stuff there again .. cause its really just over priced bad quality stuff.
I have recently become very good friends with mike , my next door my neighbor , a really awesome and funny guy , yesterday he was talking about karma , and that if you do good things good things come back to you , recently i have been having a lot of bad luck , could Carma be the reason for this, could be it Karma telling me to practice what i preach ?!... to try hard to be a better person, are my actions really all that significant in such a turbulent world were people are profiting on the suffering and deaths of others ?! why would Karma take the time to straighten me out and make sure that i am on "the straight and narrow", when others are doing things that are way worse things than i am ? i am only a 22 old young adult trying to see the world and to have fun and get a good education while doing it!, but maybe that is just an under-statement , since we young people are going to inherit the world. and there for maybe i do need to be more mindful of others and do more to me this world a better place..... but where does one start ?
oh well if there is such a thing as karma then it is absolutely need a deeper investigation, maybe those guys who created Urban legends can have a segment about it. either way i am absolutely going to have that thought in my subconscious next time i am close to doing something wrong deliberately.
just goth from an operation management exam, it was pretty hard even though it was an open book exams .. tomorrow i have a cross cultural communications presentation and exams , i am not looking forward to that !
at the moment i am busy finishing the preparations for my presentation for tomorrow. dont i really have much to write about, but later will probably ;)
Song of the day - I Made It - Kevin Rudolf ft. Lil' Wayne & Jay Sean & Birdman
hi guys sorry about not having posted anything in a while Erika was here to visit me and it been crazy fun !!! :D , we had to much fun :) it was really nice having her here and getting some time to focus on us and fixing our relationship. i am really looking forward to moving home this summer and being with her <333
but for now ... back to school !!!
school is such a boring place to be some time .. i mean the idea of waking up just to go there sucks ..though its a good thing ..cause you cant get anywhere without an education , lately school for me has been the best place to be cause i have allot of my friends there , believe me its not cause i like studying .. hell no
other than that SCHOOL SUCKS
whats sucks for most people about school is ,bullies ,damn i hate bullies ..they are mostly heartless or brainless , cause they dont think of other peoples feeling , as long as it makes them look good its fine with them .. , i think sometimes they for get that others have feelings and they live by making other people´s lives a living hell !
most bullies are causeed by problems at home or being bullied earlier in their childhood
BUT THATS IN NOT AN EXCUSE FOR BULLING OTHER PEOPLE .CAUSE THEY HAVE BEEN BULLIED THEY SHOULD KNOW HOW OTHERS FEEL CAUSE THE SAME THING HAPPENED TO THEM ! THEY SHOULD KNOW THE PAIN IT CAUSES!
i have seen people that killed themselves cause of such a thing ! i have lost a friend cause of such a thing ..
bulling other people should be looked upon as a crime ,
thats why i dont let anyone bullies me , or let bullies bully people i know ...
people are changing schools just cause of things like that !
it important to have more friends then enemies!
if someone tries to bully you just stand up for your self and show him who is the bigger man cause ”even the greater spirit inbigens the smallest man ! ”
the other thing about school is teachers they dont understand that is not easy being a student ...writing essays and such ! and tests!
.. who do they think they are ?! if only i was the teacher .. i would give them so much homework and essays ., it will start coming out of their .... :P
well i have other things to go and do right now so peace homies!
Song of the day - Justin Bieber - One Less Lonely Girl
I am from Sundsvall, Sweden, I am currently studying at Napier
University,Majoring in Internation Business Management ,I am a very Ambitious and independent person. My interests are going out with friends, Playing football, jogging, dancing, and computers and best of all Spending time with my Beautiful Girlfriend
